*I've got 2 tickets to paradise Pack your bags we'll leave tonight*

So AJ is off to Fort Knox in Kentucky We spent all day Tuesday together just he & I until about 9:00 when we went over to Stephen's to meet up w/ the rest of our friends to go to IHOP. We stayed out until like 4am. I didn't want to see him go. I did not kiss him or anything (even though I REALLY wanted to) I just waved goodbye and he promised to write. I know he will. I miss him so much. I really care for him so much it's incredible. I am so proud of him! When he gets back he promised to buy me these little teddy bears we saw on base at the PX. They were little Army bears, they had little fatigues on and everything. He said he would get me one as soon as he got back. I'm going to send him pictures and all while he is there so he doesnt forget about me lol! Anyway while we were waitng outside of IHOP on Kyle and the rest of our friends, Paden drove by. I almost passed out. He always finds some way to ruin everything! He didnt stop or anything but Im pretty sure he saw us. I am not speaking to him as of right now b/c I'm still very upset about his recent actions. He called me repeatedly and then text messaged me saying "When you get over yourself and swallow your pride...call me" What does that mean? What should I do about him? UGH! Anyway I can't wait for AJ's first letter. I care about him so much. Even though he and I are not officially together, it's like we are. I can't wait until November when he gets back!! Hurry up November!





PS. Any thoughts on what I should do about my shitty ex please feel free to let me know.